I love my new layout, its so simple and colorful. Please tell me what you think about it. Don’t try to be nice, please. If I don’t see at least one comment with someone saying they don’t like it I’ll kill myself. Well not really, but you get the point, right?

Anyways, i need help. Well you see, my friend (who’s a guy) asked me to the movies and my mom said no (this wasn’t the first time either). But i started bothering her about letting me go out with guys. She keeps saying no and talking about things like i might get hurt or raped. I told her its better for me to do things and tell her than her not knowing at all but she still doesn’t care. So guess what, I’m going to live life to the fullest and sneak out next time (shes never home anyways). But I really want her approveism ( <– lol), sometimes i think i was raised too right.

UPDATE
When he asked me to the movies is was as a group. His brother, sister, and some other friends were also going. But my mom still said no even when I assured her that he really did not like me.

I’m really not trying to grow up too fast though, I just want to go out with friends and have a good time. I rarely get invited anywhere, and my friends are so bad at planning that something always goes wrong when were trying to go somewhere.

On my last post I forgot to mention that I am in a magnet school FOR the arts. Some of your comments seem like your saying im slow, but whatever. I know what I am and that’s all that matters. Anyways, through hard work and determination, i managed to raise my grade, yea.

Anyways, on to something interesting…

A few days ago, at school, my friends older brother, whom i happen to really like, was walking me to class. I told him i was graduating early and he said “maybe i should ask you out know or wait next year until your a legal age”. LoL. I dont remember exactly wat i said but it was something like “now”. But he didnt… *sigh* I wonder if he really does like me or not.

Ima ask him about wat being a senior has to do with anything…. when i stop being a chicken… *BAWK BAWK*