You know I never had a boyfriend before? I mean I had one for a little while but nothing happened and we just broke up. I used to want one, and for the past few months, since I started talking to Mike, I’ve been getting sooo many offers. Like… Just this week around four guys were trynna talk to me… I turned them all down. I don’t think I look that good now. xD I just can’t deal with guys anymore though. All they want to do is take your heart and rip it out your chest then cut it up and throw it away, lol. Im weird… i know it. But… I hate how one guy can just change my mood and put me down in the dumps.

Mike is acting so stank though. Lol. He found out me and his friend were flirting while texting. WTF??? Why does he care? But im not talking to his friend anymore, cuz… hes kinda sorta mean too. I just give up!!!!!!! I’m going to stick with myself. Only I can give me that good lovin’ lol, jk. I always pick the wrong people though, even the astrology matching thing says it. *Sigh*

I’m also becoming crazily in love with music right now. Its the only thing that doesn’t let you down. Its so cool though, sometimes I feel like I can tell my whole life’s story by song. I just listen to whatever fits my mood and turn it up loud. I love this quote–> Nothing else matters when you turn it up LOUD.

Annndddd….. I need to pick my grades up. I’ve been slacking and it isn’t like me. I like my standard as a A/B student. I can’t sleep at night though. I think I might have been a werewolf in a former life, LMAO!!!

Goodnite tho…
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I heard about this site that sells nanny cameras, I thought about it and I was like cool, you can watch how funny your nannies or babysitters act around your child. I mean, you can’t trust someone to take care of your child if you don’t really know them. However, what I saw on the site really shocked and appalled me. They had a video of a nanny, caught on the nanny camera, abusing a 5 month old infant. How could you mistreat an innocent baby like that?

So, I really just want to warn all of the parents out there. You should really get a nanny/babysitter that you can trust, such as a relative, or invest in a nanny camera so that you know what is happening to your child while you are away from home. Everyone’s children are very precious to them and no one ever wants their child to be abused, especially not repetitively. I think using a camera to monitor behavior is one of the best ways to either prevent assault before it happens, or to avoid it altogether.

If I had children, I would use a camera around the nanny and/or sitters. I wouldn’t want to risk anything bad happening to them and in a best-case scenario I could see warning signs and terminate the offender before anything seriously bad happens.