I’m writing a post just because I need to update. lol I’m really upset. I haven’t really been doing new posts or giving comments and my PR dropped to 0. Woe is me. So I’m going to really try and come on more often so my pr will go back up. I’ll even activate my account at despair again, just to get more traffic to my page. Then, hopefully, I can get money for posting again very soon.

Another thing, I’m so broke I can’t believe it. I went to the movies with my friend thinking I had 70 dollars. Guess how much I had….. 30!!! Ugh. And then my friends took me shopping with them the next day, and now I have about 12 dollars. I think I’m going to make a sign and go stand up on the street corner to beg. The sign will say, “Please give me money before I have to prostitute myself. ” LMAO!!! I’m just kidding though, the sun is way too hot to do that. I’d end up blacker than charcoal. xP

I can’t stand it anymore. I’m always at home doing nothing or at my neighbors house and it is so boring. I have nothing to do and no where to go. My family always leaves me home alone and even when they are here its still like im alone. I swear I might end up doing something drastic… and no not suicide. I might take the bus somewhere alone. Thing is I might get lost or raped, scary. All my friends live far and the only one that lives near me, her mother never lets her go anywhere. I wish somewhere would hire me, or I could find somewhere close by to volunteer at.

-About the last post. I didn’t end up going out with Mike. But I am helping him with a girl problem now, lol.