Jun
07
I can’t stand it anymore. I’m always at home doing nothing or at my neighbors house and it is so boring. I have nothing to do and no where to go. My family always leaves me home alone and even when they are here its still like im alone. I swear I might end up doing something drastic… and no not suicide. I might take the bus somewhere alone. Thing is I might get lost or raped, scary. All my friends live far and the only one that lives near me, her mother never lets her go anywhere. I wish somewhere would hire me, or I could find somewhere close by to volunteer at.
-About the last post. I didn’t end up going out with Mike. But I am helping him with a girl problem now, lol.
7:19 pm
Hoho. Welcome back.
Yeah… boring summers aren’t good. ><
Maybe pick up gardening? Or something? The weather’s too hot for me to be outside, but maybe it’s better around your house.
Or go to grocery store to be hired. Though they might have like, an over 16 limit, or something.
Anyways, here’s your cake slice. *gives*
9:48 pm
I thought you were too busy to update.
Give me high five! LOL!
10:53 pm
long time, no talk!
i feel you,
since school let out,
i`ve gone out ONCE-
i`m always at my neighbor`s house or on my porch,
& it is boring.
i don`t wanna give bad advice because i don`t know what it`s like where you live;
but you can`t live in fear [i got that from Ghost Rider]
i kinda feel that way too “i might get shot, kidnapped, raped, jumped. blase` blah”…
but i go places alone.
i never feared getting lost though,
i`m on busses every day.
hope you figure out something!
being in my house is MIND NUMBING,
but i can`t go anywhere until i was clothes & do my hair…
i`ve been too lazy to do either. =/
2:58 pm
this might seem trite and cliche, but your life is going to be what you make of it. if you decide to do nothing except stay home and be bored, then of course it’s going to be like that. i’m sure you can find a place to work or volunteer at. have you tried hospitals nearby? or try finding a job at a restaurant or advertise around if you babysit or have something else to offer.
try taking the initiative instead of waiting for people to come to you.