I made up with Mike… :). hahaha. I was starting to miss him so I texted him and asked if he was still mad at me. Then later he called me and we talked about what had happened. He asked me out again, but I said I just wanted to stay friends.
Next day, when we were talking, he just took a little teddy bear out of his bag and gave it to me too. He said he just had it. lol Then I carried it around the next day. He’s mean… but he’s sweet too. I think I might say yes to him, but im afraid to. The school year is ending soon, should I just have fun while it lasts? Should I follow my heart or my mind?

You know I never had a boyfriend before? I mean I had one for a little while but nothing happened and we just broke up. I used to want one, and for the past few months, since I started talking to Mike, I’ve been getting sooo many offers. Like… Just this week around four guys were trynna talk to me… I turned them all down. I don’t think I look that good now. xD I just can’t deal with guys anymore though. All they want to do is take your heart and rip it out your chest then cut it up and throw it away, lol. Im weird… i know it. But… I hate how one guy can just change my mood and put me down in the dumps.

Mike is acting so stank though. Lol. He found out me and his friend were flirting while texting. WTF??? Why does he care? But im not talking to his friend anymore, cuz… hes kinda sorta mean too. I just give up!!!!!!! I’m going to stick with myself. Only I can give me that good lovin’ lol, jk. I always pick the wrong people though, even the astrology matching thing says it. *Sigh*

I’m also becoming crazily in love with music right now. Its the only thing that doesn’t let you down. Its so cool though, sometimes I feel like I can tell my whole life’s story by song. I just listen to whatever fits my mood and turn it up loud. I love this quote–> Nothing else matters when you turn it up LOUD.

Annndddd….. I need to pick my grades up. I’ve been slacking and it isn’t like me. I like my standard as a A/B student. I can’t sleep at night though. I think I might have been a werewolf in a former life, LMAO!!!

Goodnite tho…
Ar Ar Arrooooo