Well, its not literally getting hot, I’m actually kinda cold right now. But yea, recent things caused me to put that title.

Okay, so I doubt anyone remembers but there was this post I wrote a LONG time ago about his boy I really like. Well… he asked me out. Yippee do dah!!! I said I wasn’t sure though because, I’m not allowed to even talk to guys and I hate to keep things from my mom. So I told her… yea, no luck. Every time I bring it up we start a little argument. She doesn’t understand that if she doesn’t let me and just set rules I’m going to sneak out and do what I want to do anyways. Shes saying that I’m not ready for the emotional pains that come along with having a boyfriend. I seriously don’t agree. Maybe if she had had more experience she wouldn’t have married her first boyfriend, :P. Then my wise ass sister was talking and defending my mom saying that I wouldn’t be missing anything and I’d learn when I get older (the loser isn’t even 18 yet). Shes just mad that she and a guy never end up working out. That’s so mean, but I can’t help how I feel. *sigh*

He (lets give him the name Mike, lol), well, Mike has been kinda mean to me last week. Like he doesn’t come find me at school and say hi or anything. It makes me worry… I started talking to him about it though, so I don’t know if he’s going to change or what. The thing is hes so sweet usually, omg, yummy, lol. His ex (who I am strangely friends with now –>> has my biology class) told me that he used to treat her the same way. So, I’m wondering if something is wrong with him, but I haven’t gotten a chance to talk to him face to face. I also think he still likes her from what she told me, but he broke up with her so IDK. BIG MYSTERY!!!!

On top of that, if you live in Florida, you should know about the FCAT. Well, it starts tomorrow. I can’t stand it, it’s a serious waste of time, blah :P. I’ll most likely do good like always though. But, I better not count my chickens before they hatch, LMAO!!!

I was watching this program about the Lost Book of Nostradamus. It was telling us about all of his predictions and stuff, but the one I couldn’t forget about was the end of the world. It says that when the sun is at a specific location between the constellation of Ophiuchus and the arrow of Sag, we will have something called the Great Alignment. I don’t remember exactly but I think it was the sun aligning with the center of the galaxy. He predicted that this is when the world will end. That day is also the last one on the Mayan calendar, December 12 2012.

All this is really scaring me. Even though I’m curious, I don’t really want to know when the world is going end. I hope this is wrong. Seriously. I’ll be graduating from highschool in 2010 or 2009 (if i decide to finish early) and soon after that i’ll be 18, at that point my mom won’t be able to tell me what to do (especially if I go off to college). I’ll only have two years to do what I want to., two years! That seems like a long time but it really isn’t.

There are so many things I want to experience in life before I leave this place. I want to go to clubs, drive, visit alot of other countries, smoke, drink, have a prosperous career, get married, have kids, be a nice old granny * let me pinch those cheeks*.